I had to pay 5 pounds for 24 hour wifi smdh Bad news: Im almost broke and my relatives are forcing me to eat every second. Essex is considered the country Good news: I get to wake up to a txt or call from my guy every morning and I miss him even more.
Lisa St. Aubin de Terán
Leaving London this Saturday. Im a freaking mess. Havent had a real meal in about two days (munched on 2 granola bars and a cup of porridge. yup, thats abt it) My Tussy (his nickname which he hates btw) doesnt understand why Im so emotional right now. Spending my last week in Essex with family (Idk how Im going to bring all my crap onto the train and then the bus smdh) and making a few trips back to London to spend time with my guy before I leave… Ive already cried at work because it was my last day and Im def going to cry my eyes out when I have to say bye to my Tussy.
He isnt as worried as I am because I’ve decided to move to London next year…. YUP IM LONDON BOUND 2013! If all goes well, Im visiting my Tussy in January and then he is coming up to the states a few times in the spring and then Im here by July 2013!
I came here just wanting to travel and submerge myself in a new culture, but Im leaving with a new perspective on life. I know what I want for the future and its def a bonus that I have an amazing guy to inspire me to come back (ive always wanted to live in London, as I said before Tussy is just a bonus). I dont know where we will end up, but London has been good to me.
My professor stated the first day of class that she came here to visit a friend and hasnt left since… she has been here for 30 years now. Im so ready for senior year! London Im coming back for you.
There is something so precious when your eyes capture a man doing what he loves. To watch a man’s hand unconscious but deliberate in it’s movements. Watch as these attached and original tools craft something distinctly his. Entire being devoted to a task that heals the man’s soul.
Leaving London soon. Things Ive learned:
-Be upfront. Be honest. Be you.
-Have a happy balance between being a realist and a dreamer
-Think before you speak
-Maintain your values and moral regardless of the situation
-Respect yourself. Love you.
-Dont follow the crowd
-Stop caring what others think
I just began packing up my life, I bought souvenirs today, and Im overwhelmed